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Lazy

January 07, 2003

In the past few days, I've been feeling a bit restless. Like little things that used to make me happy just seem silly and trivial and not fun at all. Things I used to enjoy doing I don't really seem to have the heart for anymore, but I don't know what I want to do instead. I think it may be just a temporary floopy feeling, but it might be a sign that I'm getting a bit too complacent and lazy. This is the first time in years and years that I haven't felt like I'm actively doing something, like I'm just in a groove kind of repeating the same routine day after day. It's not a bad feeling -- it's very non-strenuous and comfortable. But I feel that maybe it's a bit too comfortable. I need to get off my ass, and get up, get out and do something. I just need to (1) figure out what that something should be and (2) whip up the motivation to get started on it. Just thinking about it seems too intimidating right now, but I'm going to get myelf together and get on it. Soon.

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